Dear Mother

Dear Mother,
Why are you doing this to me?
Why mother...Why...
I was trying to pleased you..so you'll be proud of me..
But why mother...why are you doing this to me?
I am beginning to trust you...learning how to talk to you..
but Why are you doing this to me mother??
I wish we could talk like what a mother daughter used to be..
I wish you will serve me with a loving hug everytime I'm back home..
I wish you can learn to say Sorry..forgive me..So I will cherish with your words..
I wish that you could trust me with whatever decisions I made..


my feelings are torning apart...n I'm even more confused than you are now..coz u made me to become one....